yesterday...i got my half sleeve finished. it's beautiful. lots of blues. lots of blues. yes, lots of blues. i don't know what to say about it. it's magnificent. joe and i work well together, because neither of us have any direction. and we just let each other do whatever. it's good. i have to go back in three weeks to get it touched up ( Read more... )

i got my hair cut ( Read more... )

sooooo...super weird ( Read more... )

i woke up after having the weirdest dream ever! seriously...it was so weird! uh!

then i came into work and um...brian's signed online.
ya know...brian frazier...uh...the one who's been dead for almost six months!
yeah...i tried talking, and got no reply.

what the fuck is going on!?!?!?
this day is going to be so weird!

it's okay...i'm not

i hate being lonely.
i hate missing people.
i hate not knowing things.
and having to make assumptions.
i hate distance.
i hate crying.

i hate the past three days.alot.

i bought cute things.
they don't make me feel cute.
they make me feel fat.
and not cute enough.

i can't shake this uncontrollable urge to cry.

so um...my mom just called me ( Read more... )

the suspension was good ( Read more... )

people spit on the sidewalk outside of my work.
it bothers me.
it's gross.
like...there are huge puddles of spit everywhere.
one time there was a rainbow puddle.
it wasn't disgusting.
it was beautiful.
and it made me think.
yeah...it was lovely.

it's so odd how when people watch you do things, you get creeped out...well i do anyway. after awhile it wasn't such a big deal...but in the beginning, i must admit, i was a little leary. also the fact that you do things for the approval, and enjoyment of others...that makes me want to vomit! and the fact that you had to compete with me the ( Read more... )

a boy came into work and showed me his nipple rings...he was really hott. he was super flirty, and i just wanted to lick him! ever since that happened...i just want to bite someone real bad!