I'm just putting this here so I don't lose it.

6/25/13 - pierced at a 14

8/28/13 - stretched to 12

11/18/13 - stretched to 10

3/3/14 - stretched to 8

8/16/14 - stretched to 6

4/12/15 - stretched to 4

4/17/2020 - stretched to 2

NOW I'm done.  I think.  I definitely don't want to go any bigger as my jewelry options are already quite limited.  I'm ( Read more... )

Liar. Impostor. Fake. Drop out. Drunk. Bad with time. No motivation. Great with people as long as they don’t rely on me. Doesn’t handle criticism well. Can’t spell without spell check. Has issues being on time. Will eventually work under the influence of drugs and/or alcohol. Covered in obvious self-harm scars.

Has the ability to appear ( Read more... )

None of you feel this way... I can’t tell if I’m jealous or hateful because of it

There is no escape.

There is no relief. No sanctuary.

Few people really know what it feels like to want to cut oneself. At least I hope. I’d like to think that it is such a strange and rare feeling that it is relegated to the weak and otherwise crazy. To be so angry that your innate desire for self-preservation burns out. To need control so badly you sacrifice yourself to get it. and in spite of ( Read more... )

I completely regret this decision. 100%. I hope I’m wrong.

Ever minute of every day is spent hating the current or dreading the next.

The call is so, so loud...

It’s so important to me and who I am...

And you couldn’t care less.

I’m at a loss...