i had so much fun earlier today. allen came and got me at 1, and we went back to my house which was a wasted trip because my mother said it wasnt necessary so we went up to colonial park hoping to see TCM. but it wasnt playing that early so we went to the plex instead. nothing really great was playing there then either but settled on brother bear, ( Read more... )

Your hands didnt move ( Read more... )

im so confused in my life. i used to have everything so figured out. and now, i dont have certainty on anything. i know where i wanted go with my life, what i wanted to do, the place i wanted to be. thats all gone now. i have enough problems getting by day to day. i question my future everyday now. every single day. giving up becomes more appealing ( Read more... )

does anyone have a code they can give me?

sha la la la.

this was a good day.
and a great night.
and i wish for so much...if only my wishes came true. ::sighhh::

what a day. im exhausted and its only like 9:30...but hey it happens when your chillin with the muffin gang. school itself was pretty blah, pep rally today. way to go field hockey and football. its SO all about you....you dont see tennis getting congradulated, or volleyball...or.....the freakin chess team. but you'll have that in public school. all ( Read more... )

friday night was so great. it's the best feeling in the world when you can sit and tell someone anything, and they accept you for who you are. and i love hearing people talk...well certain people. this person. i could have listened to that person talk all day. all the stories, with all the emotions, they're so real. so down to earth. who cannot ( Read more... )

this weekend will own. hands down. very little home time too! which means very little parental units ( Read more... )

things were better today. i didnt go to school, my mom decided i needed a day off, so i had a "headache." woke up late, later than i usually do when i sleep in. it was nice. showered for an hour too. filled out a college app for University of Maryland. i dramatically talked the 'rents ouf of sending me to Temple. their only support for why i should ( Read more... )

i just want to make my own decisions for once in my life. i cant even choose the college i want to go to. obviously im not old enough to do that, because my parents have my whole life planned out. and do i get a say? of course not. its only MY life. i want to go to Maryland. but no. i can't go to the GOOD school who just advanced the facility of my ( Read more... )

great past 2 days. couldnt ask for anything better. straight up.

<3<3<3

a bunch of really good shows are coming up too....
hey mercedes, bear vs shark, remembering never, at full speed, and fuel, revis, jimmies chicken shack, hoobastank, and More Fire, heirosonic....its going to be a great month.