ugh i dont even no what to write. um yeah i cant sleep i dont i dont want to live right now id like to die maybe then people will see hm maybe i was wrong maybe he does need her idk nothing changes anything i cant do anything right. id give her the world just for a moment of her time n it feels like shed rather do nothing then have anything to do ( Read more... )

this is to my "freind" devin ( Read more... )

well its 1 45 i couldnt sleep cause shes on my mind so yep i decided to explain the kinda abriged part of the me and amy story to someone online here it is (it may or may not be tottaly acurate acording to amy ( Read more... )

i feel like ive been torchered for almost 3 months. when will it end, prob not anytime soon. shes taken over my life my thoughtrs n stolen my heart. all im left with is these tears and a knife. i only wish the blood could wash away the pain for good

im back at my dads house, ive been in the house a total of 5 mions n the fighting begins i was in the house 1 minute before my dad critasised me for something. so glad to be here. i cant wait till i move out ill never come back n i wont say goodbye or i love u or nothing i wont even tell them im going n they wont notice im gone till they need ( Read more... )

well i havent done this in awhile. last weekend was kool went to the mall with devin n ditched the people who we were sapost to meet there and meet other people n smoked weed with them then we saw bill n i gave him a pole dance n sang ice ice baby 28184372 times and sunday i smoked weed with devin n dan n ordered 48 garlic nots. anyway monday ( Read more... )

update on my life: my life sucks, i havent been happpy for like a month now, ive never felt more like killing myself, no one fucking reads this so why do i write in it, i cant qwite marijuana (as a great man once said u gotta get high or die), my repot card sucked ill never sucsed in life, both my paretn/ step parents r getting a divorce, im still ( Read more... )

well today was....intresting. i went to dans lunch instead of going to class n so did amy, so me n dan annoyed her all period by taking her make up witch i aplied to my face n hands. then we stole her chicken nuggets and um yea it was a fun period for me at any rate. i hope amy dosent hate me now. yea my watch was slow so i missed my bus n got to ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in awhile n yea ill tell u about some stuff thats been going on. Well i was realy sad oneday n got the scars to prove it. and then the last couple of days things have started to become alot less confusing n yea things r starting to look up n um i realy have nothing to right im real boring. well um i like alot of people now but ( Read more... )

well today is thanksgiving. Its the fatmans favorite holiday so congrats to them. anywho here what im thankful for cause i figure ill be gay like that ( Read more... )