I am not a woman.
I am not a whore.

No, I will not sleep with you.
You are a disgusting middle-aged man.
Ew.

I'm happily in a relationship I think and that's not going to change anytime soon.
I miss him so much.  I want him here.

Nothing else to bitch about.

13 pounds.  I've lost 13 pounds since this began..

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I walked Remus at TWO in the morning.

What the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm going insane.

So freaking insane.
I barely sleep at night.

I'm skipping more meals.
Bad me D:
Hah. Wouldn't that be a laugh if I got Anorexia this time. Who's going to help me through that one? I was lucky that I had Akutsu when I went through Bulimia.....To make up for ( Read more... )

I'm bored.

Someone want to go hang out with me and buy me drinks?
I'll make it worth your while~

This lack of affection's getting to me.

Ryoga. Where are you? D:

So~
I did a underwear shoot.
I'm pretty covered up though.
So no perving on it, okay? ;P


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That guy from PuriMedia.

All his happy is making me feel sick.

Not that there's...anything wrong with him being happy.

I'm happy, but goodness. It's like happy overload for me and...ugh.

I think I'm going to go take a nice long bath. A bubblebath if I can find my bath stuff.
This makes me want a jacuzzi bath. D:

So I'm off ♥

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So I'm very bored.

I had a shoot this morning and it was okay. The guy I was with felt me up a little too much D<.

Didn't even stop even after I told him my boyfriend wouldn't like it. Ugh, just because you're extremely good looking doesn't mean you get to touch someone who is happily taken ( Read more... )

Shower problem is fixed ♥. Oh no. It's broken again D:

I've got a shoot tomorrow and going out by my lonesome to go eat Thai food.
♥ yum.

There's really nothing else to update about.
He's home ♥

Remus is hellbent on chewing my socks.

....Ugh.

Huh.

Never thought I'd feel so broken over a man.

I'm going to go take a shower, regardless if it's broken and I get doused with freezing water.
Then I'm sleeping.

I miss sleep.