im on the outside
and im lookin in
i can see through you
see your true colors
cause inside you're ugly
you're ugly like me
i can see through you
see to the real you.

all the times, that ive cried

all this wasting, its all inside

and i feel, all this pain

stuffed it down

its back again

and i lie, here in bed

all alone, i cant mend

and i feel, tomorrow will ( Read more... )

livejournal its been a while and dammit its time we had a chat..

so my EX hooks up with this bitch rashauna who goes to spalding and im PISSED and of course its crusts best friend who i love to death so u know i cant be that mad but boy am i mad

then i find out this rashauna bitch has an abusive mother n has been runnin away from home n shit n ( Read more... )

oh wait perfect timing

TODAY IS OUR FUCKING TWO MONTH ANAVERSERY.. I MEAN LETS JUST TELL ME THE DAY BEFORE THAT U CHEATED/NOT CHEATED ON ME IS IT EVEN CHEATING WHEN WE ARENT TOGETHER BUT THEN THEY SAID THEY FELT OBLIGATED TO TELL ( Read more... )

so mere told me to write down all my thoughts n then maybe i can organize them cause she said i could talk to her bout my probelms but i didnt even know where to beign and i said it would all be jumbled so she said get it out then rearrange so lets see wehre do i start ( Read more... )

i slang in my white tee ( Read more... )

license tomorrow? we'll see as i sit and anticipate my future/life and death that is determined by my perfornance in 10 hours and 35 mins. too bad as i was driving tonight, approx 12 hours before i was supposed to take my test, my mother decides to tell me that i cant parallel park. why thank you.

and not only that but lorraine fell asleep on the ( Read more... )

hows this for a dump ( Read more... )

i got dumped. and now life sucks WOHOOO

"i want to be sedated" ~breyana

i concur completely.

love, the non loved.

so ive cried myself to sleep for a few nights now. there is something missing kinda like john mayor says in his song... "somethins, missin, and i dont know what it is, no i dont know what it is"

so i sit here sick and dying on my day off from school. having to do my history portfolio, french project and everything else since im going to be at a ( Read more... )

well its been a while.

beach with team=amazing.

im not comfy with myself. im self conscious all the time. i am so fucking tall i can not stand it. i hate standing out i hate everyone always staring at me, i hate the tall comments that i get every damn day of my life i hate the way people look at me the way i know people are looking at me when ( Read more... )