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Jun 20, 2004 19:43

Well, andrew just called and asked what i was doing and i told him i was on the computer looking at houses in los osos and he got so pissed!!! man he is really making this hard on me!!! why cant he just see that i NEED to live up there and that i wont go without him so in all reality he is making my life a living hell. does anyone have any ( Read more... )

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I will call you...I promise! momof3 June 21 2004, 06:10:02 UTC
I miss you! Come and at least visit soon ok? Come home to us soon!

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Reply ursknmakesmecry June 21 2004, 19:04:32 UTC
Yes, I really do cut myself. I've been wanting to do it so much lately, but Im just so sick of having to wear a sweater all the time to cover up my arms. Its disgustingly hideous. These nasty ass scars all over...ew..yea my mom found out I did it so theres another reasonto stop me from doing it. I did it like three times more after she found out and she figured it out and she goes 'If you do it one more time, I'm going to take you to a shrink!' Well no come to think of it, I've done it mroe than three times...I was so like...depressed and lost...that I would carry a fucking razor with me. I cut myself at my grandmas house a few times during someones birthday party. Blood got all over my shirt and my purse, but its ok, because everyone was too drunk to notice. I DONT cut myself because I awnt to die. I do it...because #1 to know Im still alive #2 I feel like I have no other way of letting myself go #3 It feels good #4 I enjoy watching blood go from my arms to my fingers to the ground or sometimes into the drain because I do it ( ... )

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Miss you!! dawntheswan June 22 2004, 05:38:39 UTC
It was good to talk to you the other day!!We miss ya!! Come back!

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daniellelynn June 24 2004, 16:15:59 UTC
Ren!!!! I MISSS U...YOU MUST MOVE BACK!!!

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daniellelynn June 24 2004, 16:16:26 UTC
email me weirdo!! daniellelynn9@hotmail.com

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