okay. so i'm going to talk about what i've been thinking about recently, which is mostly about what i want to do with myself next year. and i've nailed it down to this. i'll spend the next couple of years doing design work, and some sculpting projects on the side. ceramics. wax. bronze. stone. etc. even maybe some drawing projects. those are good for me. and then, in like four or five years, i want to go back to school to get some sort of degree in sculpture. i really, really do. i'm thinking of so many things in 3-d now, it's all i want to do. and design as well. i like both. but... the point is... i'm going to try to be an artist. see if i can pull it off. even if i never make any money at it.
that's what i've been thinking. of course, these are all in whimsical thoughts of the Way Things Will Be. WTWB is a dangerous state, because it leads you to romanticizing (yes, i'm spelling that right, i looked it up) the future, and spending all of your time looking rosy-eyed at it.
wow, i don't really know where that came from.
things have been going quite well. i'm able to pay off much of the credit card this month, because my return just went through. plus $160 from trevor. he's incredible. i can't believe i'm so dependent on him... it's kinda scary. but, yes, things are good. trevor bought himself a Brand Spanking New Car. He was originally planning to buy a used 2006 Subaru Forester. It turns out that the factory rebate just went up by $1000, so now the price difference between the used and the new was only $500. So he bought the new one. It's soooo nice. Quiet and comfortable and it TURNS and good gas milage. plus it's higher up off the ground. fuck yeah.
also, since my start of this working out business in the 2nd week of January, I've lost 10 lbs. fucking incredible. i'm so proud of myself. fuck yeah. fuck yeah.
capstone is terrifying, because i missed the first meeting, because no one told me about it and i've been communicating with the group and kathryn sparks, but it's still kinda weird. there's only about five usable weeks left until our show. that's not very long to throw this all together. oiy. i'm frightened.
and i'm thrilled that it's friday. fuck the 76% i got on my damn geoscience exam. it's friday, and i'm not doing any more work until tomorrow afternoon. booyah.
hope everyone's having a great day!