This girl,

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so heres the breakdown. Tonight we won our team won the dodgeball championship. Pretty crazy considering we went from being one of the crappiest teams in the league, to number one. It felt great ( Read more... )

wake alone
in a woman's room I hardly know
I wake alone
and pretend that I am finally home

Her room is littered with her books
and notebooks
I imagine what they say
like, Shoe fly, don't bother me

and I can hardly get myself out of her bed
for fear of never lying in this bed again
Oh christ -- I'm not that desperate --
oh no, oh god, i am

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Same shit.

different weekend.

:-(

I sold her today. By tomorrow afternoon, the big red 4runner will be gone. At first, i was so happy to get a new car. and dont get me wrong, i am very happy that i got a new car. But i have so many memories from high school in that car that you wouldnt even imagine. It was my first ever car. I was the first one out of my friends to get a license, ( Read more... )

so i lost my cellphone last weekend. Pretty lame. i was in sac with my one of my partners in class on a fieldtrip..and i guess i dropped it out of her car. Pretty much sucks. my plan is up in...6 months? so i have to use my sistrs old phone because its pointless to go and buy a new 200 dollar phone. Her phone..is like a walkie talkie. haha. its ( Read more... )

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Today i think i realized a lot. The first thing would be...that i look to much for things. What would that thing be? I think you all know. I always tell myself to stay away, and that gradually someone will come to like me. I think, that i'm missing out on fun i could be having, when i am looking. And i dont like that. I known this forever, and i' ( Read more... )

why am i happy today?

cause its dollar tuesday at 31 flavors.

thats why.

I hurt inside. a lot.