- Home; Monday Morning, March 13, 2005 -It's ridiculous, the concept of the past. Not neccessarily it's meaning; the time's gone by, the memories held inside us all, or the event recorded in time, but rather the idea of the past that never really is a past. It seems to me that there is no such thing as a past that ultimately stays 'in the past', ( Read more... )

-Alex Nelsons' Dorm Room; Wednesday Evening, March 8th, 2005-On a train I left, from Durand on Monday morning, to come to Waukashaw, Wisconsin. It was a five hour trip filled with strangers, landscapes and much awkward sleeping. I'm not sure but I'm pretty sure that I never actually fell asleep, rather flowed in and out of slight conciousness ( Read more... )

Yet again, to no suprise, Ruby has died. This time though it was not her fault entirely. Most of the blame is my own for letting this happen. I'll set up the scenario, for convenience ( Read more... )

-MLGBTACC, Sioux Falls, SD; Thursday-Sunday Evening-
Freedom. That is exactly what I felt this weekend, was freedom; to be whatever I felt like, to be with whoever I felt like. It was liberating, wonderful, magical, and exciting all at the same time. I was free.
The MLGBTACC (Midwestern Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transgender Ally College Converence)was ( Read more... )

-James house; Monday Evening-I arrive after a long day of school at James' house. Enter the kitchen to the question, "What do you want?" Naturally I take this the wrong way but quickly note that there is liquor displayed on the table, and realizing that, proceed to choose the recently opened bottle of clear Tequila. It was offically mine for the ( Read more... )

There is nothing more comfortable than laying in a bed with someone you love, and that loves you in return. Just being next to each other, being with each other, and not have it lead to something sexual but rather something completely comfortable and safe. It's not often that I feel safe, in that sense, anymore. It's an emptyness, inside a bed ( Read more... )

Today was very odd in its turn of events. The plans originally were that Sarah and I were going to see Underworld : Evolution early in the day so that I could go to the Lion King outing with the drama club. Instead of going out we stayed at my house and ended up straightening my hair and cutting it so that it is truely angular *sp?* when it's ( Read more... )

I've never had such a fun, yet hypothermic, day as Tuesday ( Read more... )

So last night I arrived home from Florida on Northwest flight 1599, not only a hour and a half late but missing a piece of luggage, which had have of my clothes, along with other things. Turns out that the bag was marked incorrectly by the agent in Tampa; thus my one bag was sent to Detroit. Luckily they are going to be delivering it to my house, ( Read more... )

Have you ever found yourself lying about your lifestyle to people purpose, soley because you don't want to take the time to explain yourself. That's exactly what I've found myself doing while down, in Florida, about my sexuality. I've had numberous people ask me if I had a girlfriend, I say no; they ask why not, I say becaues I don't regularly date ( Read more... )