I feel stupid for thinking the thoughts I did about cutting pieces out of my life. The truth is that I'm fine with how things are, they could be so much worse ( Read more... )

Yesterday I decided that I wasn't going to take Spring Classes at LCC next semester. Why? Mostly because I have real reason for going besides something to do, but it wastes my money. Plus, I have no idea what I want to do and taking general education classes is not going to bring me to a better understanding of what I want to do with my life. ( Read more... )

Last night I was semi-drunk. Well, partially drunk. We'll say about 78% drunk so that there is an actual statistic for drunkedness. It had been the first time I had consumed any alcoholic beverage since the one time on a Movie Night when a bunch of us skipped out on it and got trashed at Nates, and that was months ago. T'was very very entertaining ( Read more... )

Two things to talk about:

1: Terra has a hump, a hump, a hump, a hump, a hump, a hump, a lovely lady lump on her neck. It's really saddening. Get better babe! I demand you get better!

2: I realized that last night I oddly relived a vivid memory without even noticing until earlier at Alpine. One of the biggest memories I have of being in a ( Read more... )

And Alice Spoke:
“I was good friends with your mother and I can tell you, and you probably know, that she was very secretive of her feelings. But there is one thing that she told me, she told me why she did what she did, why she stayed out of your life.”

~*silence*

And Alice Spoke: “She had came up one weekend and I was really hounding her about ( Read more... )

Last night at the Fenton Wal-Mart I got carded...to buy RUBBER CEMENT! I'm pissed!

:garlen:

*Delayed Posting*

Sweetest Day.Worked the afternoon then went on a 'date' with Preston out to AppleBee's. It was okay, not really what I expected to be doing on Sweetest Day, especially not with him but regardless, I enjoyed it. It's entertaining for newly gay-ish people (87%...Kt understands), entertaining in the sense that they don't know how ( Read more... )

Fuck being the third, fifth, seventh wheel because it's a slap in a face. Fuck seclusion because it's much to habitual. Fuck dissappearing when she comes around because it has torn my heart to pieces one to many times.

Shane. A character from The L Word. Is me more than most people realize. A beautiful, yes beautiful because she is and I don't ( Read more... )

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My heart just momentarily stopped. I decided to sign onto my old 'clay_moore' yahoo ID just for poops and spectles and there was only one person on, Kevin. Just very, very, suprising to see that that sn is still being used by the first guy I ever had feelings towards. Especially when I haven't spoken to him in years, though I've seen him at a ( Read more... )