So having the house to myself for a few days has gotten me into so old habits.... some good some okay, but still old. It's been nice for the most part... trying to reconnect to the good parts of the old me. I needed this for quite awhile.   There's not a lot of it.. but there are some things there. I did come to a few realizations: I don't know how ( Read more... )

So the point of coming back on here was because someone suggested that I spend the four (or five or seven) days without him journaling to try to help me get my head on straight. So far I haven't felt the need to write much. I did take two days and go back to the beginning and read every entry on here to try to see where I'm coming from. You can't ( Read more... )

Maybe coming back here and finding this was enough for me to get my head on straight.... or enough to completely throw it off kilter.

Sunday, November 6th, 2005
I want a man with ( Read more... )

And in other news...

ONE YEAR FROM TODAY!    Save date.

SURVEY for my Mounties...

How vitally important are Cocktail Weenies to the success of our normal Mountie gatherings?

There is only one reception hall in the central NJ area that will do them for cocktail hour for the wedding.  Is this a dealmaker?

Discuss.....

Wow who knew all it would take was a proposal and I would post three times in less than two weeks.... I just with everything was happy and joyous and crap. I know I wrote about this a few days ago but if I don't write I may start crying at work ( Read more... )

Stupid Catholic Church and their silly rules about marriage. GRRRR Arg ( Read more... )

ENGAGED!!!!

Details to follow at a later time.

Okay, so I forget about writing in my LJfor weeks at a time and then do a massive catch up. It's okay, you'll all survive somehow. You probably don't need a daily report from me ( Read more... )

Uhg.... this R.O. of mine is proving to be more of a hassel than it's worth.

Transfering it to CT would make it fall under the rules of the CT court systems and I would have to reapply for it every six months. Blows!

To drop it would mean going into court with the douche so he knows its dropped. Blows!  (And I would have to go back to NJ for a ( Read more... )