I feel very restless. I guess all of this cooking isn't doing very much for me - I made five different lunch meals today alone, just trying to give myself something to do. I'm anxious...
I think I need to find something to do with my hands, or something a bit more serious to busy my time with.
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I don't even know if I can get in touch with the Doctor... Lyserg tells me I shouldn't, and he's probably right, but I just need to know some things.
Do I ... try to contact his communicator?
Do I walk right up to where he lives and knock on the door?
I feel my head swimming over it. ... no, I do need to speak with him. Nobody else is going to give me the answers I need.
... Frederic, please forgive me.