I suppose I'm not the only one who makes up conversations in their head. It's a prediction thing. I know some character traits of a person, I'll make hypothetical conversations and plan out my retorts. Not like, just arguments, but also just friendly conversations.
Holy shit i do that all the time. I do that ALL the time. and it will be the most trivial thing too, but ill go over, edit my sentance 10 times, it might be directed tward someone i wont see for 10 hours. or even not at all.
somtimes they "should be" just what they would say, sometimes they take more of a fictional destination.
Look at that and think, like i did last night, does it really matter though? Is it more important to think on the fly or does having an aresenal of possible conversational routes somehow make you less honest?
First of all: I miss you. A whole hella lot. We need to hang out ASAP.
Secondly: I'm glad that you're starting to even yourself out. You really had me worried with your back-and-forth break downs and such. You really have no reason to feel stressed. You're too cool of a kid-- you'll make it through. Life isn't quite the monster you're imagining. You can handle it.
hmmm i read this. and it gets me thinking. i hate when i think. seems like you think too much too. it kind of seems like youre setting yourself up to fail with some things. yeah the past can dwell on you, but you have to let it go. i have a problem doing this as well. and like you said: everything changes. you can't keep everything the same all your friendship and what not they will change you will gain and lose friends gain and lose girlfriends... etc. its just what happens. and also.. its ok to think youre 'hot shit' yes.. that is PERFECTLY ok... just know that youre not better then anyone and theyre not better then you...
i bet this doesnt make a whole lot of sense because right now.. i am 'thinking'
just try to be happy with yourself and don't dwell on your mistakes or things you 'should of' done it'll screw with you
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long entry, I read most of it skipped around a bit...
welcome to the rut, we uhhh can't get out?
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Holy shit i do that all the time. I do that ALL the time. and it will be the most trivial thing too, but ill go over, edit my sentance 10 times, it might be directed tward someone i wont see for 10 hours. or even not at all.
somtimes they "should be" just what they would say, sometimes they take more of a fictional destination.
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First of all: I miss you. A whole hella lot. We need to hang out ASAP.
Secondly: I'm glad that you're starting to even yourself out. You really had me worried with your back-and-forth break downs and such. You really have no reason to feel stressed. You're too cool of a kid-- you'll make it through. Life isn't quite the monster you're imagining. You can handle it.
Lastly: I love you! Don't forget, okay?
Call me sometime, alright?
Love,
Emilee
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and it gets me thinking.
i hate when i think.
seems like you think too much too.
it kind of seems like youre setting yourself up to fail with some things.
yeah the past can dwell on you, but you have to let it go.
i have a problem doing this as well.
and like you said: everything changes.
you can't keep everything the same
all your friendship and what not they will change
you will gain and lose friends
gain and lose girlfriends... etc.
its just what happens.
and also.. its ok to think youre 'hot shit'
yes.. that is PERFECTLY ok...
just know that youre not better then anyone
and theyre not better then you...
i bet this doesnt make a whole lot of sense
because right now.. i am 'thinking'
just try to be happy with yourself
and don't dwell on your mistakes or things you 'should of' done
it'll screw with you
(don't know what else i can say)
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