seee the journal entry before this one

why doesn't anyone believe in loneliness
stand up and everyone will see your holiness....

its hard not to really ascribe to that line sometimes...I am going to start standing up so all can see

i will write more later...trust me

oh and btw...there is a special girl
and im going to get her, and she knows who she is...i just hope she's ready

As school comes to a close, I am going to take this time to reflect on the past academic year. I am beginning to realize why the hell im herre. 1. I gotta pay off these freakin loans 2. I gotta make enough money and 3. I gotta start my own life with a good head of knowledge on me. However, these things are all complimentary to one thing that i ( Read more... )

Its been a while since i've written in the LJ. These Hiatuses are a bit troublesome to me, becuase it means that I feel stifled in the writing that I do here. It suggests that I shouldn't even write about anyone or anything I see for fear of agitation by the reader and the perpetuation of that agitation. But either way im gonna write. And now that ( Read more... )

today is my birthday. HMMMMM wonderful that i am 20. I don't know if im so sure i like this feeling. In fact i will not continue in that thought...because I am thankful to God that I can see another day and see another birthday. It is special, but it is daunting that I am coming closer to the day that I realize I am old. Extremely daunting, when ( Read more... )

man, there is so much going on in my life. First off I know whats really good with me ( Read more... )

the title says it all...i can't wait to get back to school and at least be bored in New York. I was almost looking forward to this vacation. SO much for that. But anyway I had a lovely convo with Barrie, who put me on to Gmail Beta. Its MUCH better than any email i have ever used. It uniquely groups all similar email addresses together in order ( Read more... )

man my life is shitty right now...

ill explain in due time

just not right now

saddnesssssssssssssssssssss

Valentines day...
Hmm...
No thanks.

I will say that in this weird, non-holiday/holiday, that it does evoke a feeling of sentimental emotion. We as human beings have been created to love in so many different fashions; but the most enigmatic is the love of the eros, or romantic love. On this earth, I don't think anyone has figured the mechanics of ( Read more... )

Whatever things you may hear from your friends; whatever advice people may give you, the best thing is to stay true to yourself and listen to you inner voice. You HAVE to. I just broke up with my gf...Our situation is turning ugly. Some how though, it will work out for the best. But one must understand how I was lucky it ended in the first place. ( Read more... )