Ella Bleu Melancon Williams died today. My heart is in pieces. I am empty. Cannot have children and one of my only children died today. My heart is empty. I am lost.

It's 12:15 AM. My husband sleeps with the room so cold i have to wear two pairs of socks. But when i cuddle up next to him, his little body is so hot all the time i call him my little furnace. Then i have to take off all my clothes cause i start sweating to death ( Read more... )

So today i woke up and tried to do something worthwile. I know it is supposed to be a vacation, but i get stir crazy. I am not used to being able to relax, and while sitting in this computer chair all day probably aggrevated my pain, I did get some things done. Tomorrow my dad is picking me up and we are going to baton rouge to do something with ( Read more... )

I read in Heather's journal that Carlyn is having a rough time lately with some things, and I tried to respond to her journal unsuccessfully. We haven't always had the best relationship, but if she reads this, I want her to know that I am thinking of her. Carlyn, if you read this, here is the comment i tried to post ( Read more... )

Well, it has been quite a while since i updated. I have been sooooo busy. I am still working at Merle Norman, about 4 and sometimes 5 days a week. They let a girl go who had been with us for about 3-4 months or so before they hired me. She was very nice, very knowledgeable about the products, etc, and i loved her personality to death, but she ( Read more... )

So, i just got my internet back an hooked up on Thursday. Havent had much time to get online yet though cause Robert and i have both been working almost everyday this month. Things have been pretty rough financially for us since coming back from the honeymoon. We went to Tenessee and stayed in a Cherokee Indian reservation for a few days, then ( Read more... )

This is an email i sent to my honey last night...Haven't updated here in a while because have been so busy, but figured this was as good a place as any to dump it. I am having a midlife crisis and i think i need to go shopping or something with my birthday money to beautify myself all up. Maybe go get a facial and some anti-aging eye cream. So ( Read more... )

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Wow, so it has been a while since an update and i figured i would do one. Alot has been going on. I been studying(yea i know again, huh!) for this silly test for Merle Norman. When i pass it i will be a makeup artist. Still wanna personal train because fitness is always my first love, but with everything in flux right now with the wedding ( Read more... )

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