You know I've been sitting here just contemplating about this journal thing I have been doing. It really is a blessing and a curse. For one, there are a lot more people who read these then I ever realized. I started writing in order to vent and figured the only people to read it would be perhaps Bald and Brandy. Now I realize that a lot more people ( Read more... )

Ok from now on if you dont have the balls to put down your name when replying to my journal then it will be deleted. Ok now on to my story. I'll make this short. My roommate, Karey, and I went out last night to this little hole in the wall bar and I had a great time. We played fuseball. I didnt do as bad as I thought but she ended up beating me 2 ( Read more... )

Man I got a lot to write about, but I will keep it short. Ok for starters Nolan is with my dad right now while Melissa is at school. I made a suprise visit the Saturday before Easter so I could see him. As soon as I got there one of my uncles said something sort of mean about how I missed the Easter egg hunt and I should have been here for my son. ( Read more... )

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So anyway as it stands right now I will be moving back to Illinois in Sep when Melissa gets deployed and then moving back to KY when she returns. This sucks for several reasons. The number one reason is that Nolan will be staying at my mom's house and i will not. I tried to talk Melissa out of that but couldnt. It's a long story which I wont get ( Read more... )

Yes that's right Nolan finally said Dad( well actually Dadda or however ya spell it) yesterday. He has been saying a lot too. Now he doesnt actually know what it means or who it is, but I am still happy. Well it looks like I might be heading up to Illinois in Sep.

Ok so I know that throughout my tons of entries the majority of them are about Melissa and perhaps they are not talking about her in the best light. I also know that I prolly shouldnt tell anyone this, but I am going to anyway and hopefully Melissa wont be mad at me. Melissa just did the sweetest, most thoughtful thing anyone has ever done to me in ( Read more... )

So I guess it has been a few days since I have written anything here. Normally I write every day but I didnt really have anything new to write about. Nothing here has changed to much. I still have a crappy job, still BADLY want to move out, and still have absolutely no money at all. Besides that though my topic will be on the gym that I go to. Gold ( Read more... )

"That which doesnt kill me just makes me want to drink more"
-Mike

Ladies, let me ask ya a question. If you had a boyfriend would it be ok for your ex to come over? I think so. Would it be ok if you to sat on the couch together? Yeah I guess so. Would it be ok to lay down on his lap? Yeah I didnt think it was either. Now whats that saying " a picture is worth a thousand words." HA HA!!!!! Damn Im good!