So many memories. Of so many things, how can I ever keep them seperated from one another? There are many times when I can only sit back, and let the visions come
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I hated him. I hated him with a bitterness that I dared not let anyone see
It might surprise you a little, but you're not alone. There were other reasons, and fear of what would come after clouded my judgement. With the benefit of hindsight, I think he was insane, and hate him.
I've said this several times before, but I think that handing the crown to you after I returned from Thangorodrim was the best political decision I ever made.
It surprises me some, yes, but perhaps not as much as it should. For all of Feanor's valor and courage, his pride made it hard to see past his shell into the soul that lay beyond. He did it willfully, of course, as he did everything, but he was a difficult person to love.
And yet, there is still the part of me that will always love him. He could have been a great leader, had he loved his people in return.
You healed our rift. I know that some animosity still remained, but it was your gesture that brought us closer together than we could have hoped. I respect you a great deal, for that and many other things.
I will respect your wishes and not read your journal, though I wish you would tell me why. I will not press you, but I want you to know that I gladly count you as friend and kin, and that there is little you could do to dishearten me against you.
Is there some way I can contact you privately, by email or AIM? There's something I need to tell you, and after that, it will be okay for you to read the rest of the journal.
*anxious*
On the other hand, you probably know already anyway.
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It might surprise you a little, but you're not alone. There were other reasons, and fear of what would come after clouded my judgement. With the benefit of hindsight, I think he was insane, and hate him.
I've said this several times before, but I think that handing the crown to you after I returned from Thangorodrim was the best political decision I ever made.
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And yet, there is still the part of me that will always love him. He could have been a great leader, had he loved his people in return.
You healed our rift. I know that some animosity still remained, but it was your gesture that brought us closer together than we could have hoped. I respect you a great deal, for that and many other things.
I will respect your wishes and not read your journal, though I wish you would tell me why. I will not press you, but I want you to know that I gladly count you as friend and kin, and that there is little you could do to dishearten me against you.
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*anxious*
On the other hand, you probably know already anyway.
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Email: Inadvertent12@yahoo.com
AIM: trustedwolf
I do not know how often I can be on, seeing as how I have little control of the matter. But I will try my best.
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