The undeniable reality of self...

[nolongerafraid]

Right-wing, Right-brained, Right guy, wrong place, wrong time. Left handed, left out, left over...the evolving story of my life. From being the guy who *could get pretty much any girl he wanted* (someone elses quote, thank you) to being the guy who pretty much doesn't have or want a girl. (And no that doesn't mean I want dudes now). Sleep deprived

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[tempestinmymind]

1. I hope I didn't inspire some of this post with my post
2. What do ya wanna do that would make things less boring? I'll do it with you
3. you are weird and I wouldn't have it any other way

[nolongerafraid]

1. Everything is inter-connected whether intentionally or unintentionally. If some of your post inspired a reactionary post by myself then it was subconsciously but not entirely out of the question.

2. I have no idea. Here's what's been dominating my waking and obviously my sleeping thoughts... I miss the IDEA of one of my ex's, I miss one of my ex's outright and I miss the older version of a third. Is a stupid messy complex retardation of my current brain but none-the-less very real to me right now. If I can find anew or regain the old of the above stated I think I MIGHT feel a little less bored with life and have a touch of feeling *complete* as lame and Hollywood happy as that sounds.

3. Thanx.

[nolongerafraid]

One more thing...the three Ex's I speak of (you decide who goes where) set the bar pretty fucking high in different ways and now I do suppose I am trying to find someone who is at LEAST on par with the three...all in one and, as has been the case in the last year, rejecting those who don't live up to it (I.E. see The Nurse)