Alright...here's my briliant plan. I've been working on it already today. I have some left over meds that knock you out. So since last night I have been taking them to put me out. Then I get up to use the washroom and the like and then I pop another one. Yeah I'm trying to sleep my way thru life until I can get out to the burbs or until my ATM card ( Read more... )

Can someone please please get me to the burbs today?

A boy wants to eat.

Thanx.

I've really got a craving again and that is just no good.

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This is what I love about the small corner stores/bodegas. I woke up around midnight tonite, for some reason I had crashed out earlier after bbq'n with Jen...could have been the rum and cokes. But I was sitting here and I was just absolutely craving a diet pepsi. Now I know Rasheesh over at the bodega keeps his stores open till at least 2AM on the ( Read more... )

Yeah...7:18...I'll give you ONE guess who's had me up all night...

*shakes head*

What can I say?

I know it's happening but I am completely helpless to do anything about it. I'm disassociating myself...from my life...from the world outside of me...completely. I'm shutting down and I am completely numb. I didn't mean to do it, to shut off, it just seemed to happen. Perhaps it was or has been a very slow and long process. All I know is that when ( Read more... )

Wonders man never cease. Finally something is going my way. They found the car. Way to go Chicago PD. Now if only more miracles would come my way...ya know...like my old roommate getting me my deposit so I can at least start to dig out from under the HUGE pile of shit I am in because it. Like ya know...my cable internet bill doubling up this month ( Read more... )