Novicane for the Soul

[nolovenoservice]

Sometimes I feel like I'm starting to fizzle out. I mean, I used to be SOMETHING once, right? But now, I've lost all motivation to do anything. I just throw on pajama pants and a tank top. I play video games all day. I haven't been cleaning my room. And I've found myself craving cigarettes A LOT recently. When I feel that way I just turn the water

Comments

[_matricide]

Yeah... The first paragraph- me too. I have no motivation, I have to take pills that don't work and my life is basically going nowhere. It's just the bee's knees.

[femme_fish]

I was just listening to Radiohead when I was reading your journal. Except I'm not stoned or tripping out on acid.

Yeah - there's a lot of things I miss too. You said it perfectly... innocence. I wish I wasn't so gullible and open and naive freshman and sophomore year. It would've prevented alot of things from happening that I regret now. But you know what, some of the things you miss you can always give them a call or look back on them.

I think you're still SOMEONE (not something because when you think you're something, it makes you feel generalized and like another brick in the wall). Even if you're someone that's fucked up and made alot of human errors.

[madmac9]

Alexa I just want to comment on your excellent writing skills. You are one of the most creative writers i know. I really hope you become a writer of somesort when you are older.

[nolovenoservice]

Awww thanks, Madison! That means a lot. We should hang out more often. I never see you anymore. Have a good Thanksgiving! <3 Alexa