i am having wayyyyy too much fun away from home ( Read more... )

fuuuuuck that

welll i'm not allowed to go home till the cops pick me up now.
fuck that.

i guess i'm not going to school this week.
and then when i do go home, i'm getting sent away until may 19th.

fuck this shit.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllll my parents took my laptop so i'm using my moms and it wont let me on myspace except through atunnel and atunnel won't let me post a bulliton ( Read more... )

HAPPY 420!!!!!!!!!!!!11

well i guess bad decisions would eventually catch up with me.

funny thing is tonight wasn't even my fault.
goddamnit.

fuck.
tonight was just horrible.
worst night ever.

fuck.
i dont even want to think.

hmmm ( Read more... )

yeah.
everythings so fucked up right now
yeah
buuut.
i dont know what to do.
i just want to like not exist.
for awhile. just till everythings okay again.

i think. i need to go back to sober times.
with VPC kids.
yeah.

everythings been so good.
i'm sure my whole worlds about to come crashing down.
and that scares me.
nothing can stay this good for this long.
and i'm terrified about whats going to ruin this streak of perfection

today was perfect.
completely and totally perfect.

procrastination kills, kids.

dflkh;shashdk

i drank a redline.
i think i'll do another.
causeee my research paper.
is pretty much raping me.
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