things are slowly... SLOWLY... starting to look up.=)

*keeping my fingers crossed*

so i said in a previous entry that i would be going to a creative writing workshop in the city.

here's what happened:

i was running late because apart from checking the wrong bus schedule (which led me to stand at the bus stop, freezing my ass off for about half an hour), traffic was so bad that i barely made it to the venue. i ran in there and sat ( Read more... )

i'm going to a creative writing workshop in the city today. wheeeeee!

finally i get to go out of the apartment.

i've never been to that part of ny yet. so let's hope i don't get completely lost. XD

it's so weird how i can feel so sad, knowing that you've found someone else when we've only hung out a few times. i guess it only hit me now, how much i really like you pala.

oh stupid me. it's funny really. i hope she makes you happy. i seem to be saying that a lot lately.

so i've been online for the past couple of days just sending out resumes hoping there's something worthwhile i can do.

so now i just need to sit back and wait.

in the meantime i have been back at blockbuster catching up on my movies. i've been trying to write but nothing's hit me yet. i've been trying to take photos but they have recently become a ( Read more... )

maybe i'll find a job soon
maybe it won't work out
maybe i'll start going out with that cute guy from the UN
maybe i'll fly out to ohio
maybe i'll end up working for the UN for the rest of my life
maybe i'll lose the thirst for literature
maybe i'll fall in love again soon
maybe i'm still in love with you 
maybe i'll lose my head
maybe i'll learn how to ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i posted anything on lj.

updates, updates:


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it's funny i ran into francis at the airport when i arrived.

so i'm all excited about seeing my family and we were all moving towards the exit when i turn around and there was sison saying hi! turns out he was picking up his family (that was one huge family) who was on the same flight as we were on. anyway, talked for a bit and said we'd hang out ( Read more... )

so some people have been trying to get in touch with me through ym and think i've gone MIA coz i haven't been replying. see, i've been using the ym on my sidekick (phone) and it turns out there was a glitch. like, everytime it gives the notification that i've been disconnected from the yahoo server, it still shows me and everyone on my list as ( Read more... )

this christmas brings about a clash of emotions in me. i feel a lil worried. christmas kinda snuck up on me. i can't believe i only have a lil over a week left to get all my affairs in order. and don't even get me started on the christmas shopping. as much as i feel the christmas spirit, i'm just not in the mood make my way into the crowds in ( Read more... )