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Fuck it I'm becoming a nun.
I just keep hitting this wall of despair; my youth is passing me by as I sit in a cube yet I have absolutely no desire to engage in any of the neatly packaged entertainments of my peers. I have no desire to go out and drink or sit home and do drugs, I have no desire to go play the actor just to pull some pussy, I have no desire to go to museums or ( Read more... ) -
Blah Blah Blah
The society we live in, and indeed every society today, holds no hope for the future. They are based on maintaining the myth of established order in an inherently emergent reality, and so pit themselves against our natural evolution. A future in which we do not destroy ourselves by our own hands necessitates the wholesale rejection of these systems ( Read more... ) -
Where's that confounded bridge?!
A wheel-turn of walking along the chasm's lip and the Fool now finds the bridge to Binah; old wood and rope, and a long way down into darkness. He remembers clearly the words of the wizened King who told him of it's existence and of Binah beyond, but realizes now that, in his haste and his hunger, he had not listened long enough. -
Mercy I Cry City
I don't know where to go to find my tribe here. I feel so distant from most people's frame of reference; at least most people's around here. Knowing what I know about what I want out of life and where my path is headed, it seems like I'm not going to find my people again until I hit the road. I realize that DC is definitely not the place for my ( Read more... ) -
Riki Tiki Tavi
People walk around they don't know what they're doing
They bin lost so long they don't know what they've been looking for
Well, I know what I'm a looking for but I just can't find it
I guess I gotta look inside of myself some more
-Donovan -
Supersonic Rocketship
I realize that I never used to think in years. Now, I find myself applying that gargantuan, most hideous time span to most future plans. A year behind me and I'm now looking back, realizing that this trip is only one year gone of three at least, and there's no turning back. No back to go to. Time went too fast to have lasting regrets when I was ( Read more... ) -
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When I'm done here, when this company is sold off, I'm going to put what money I have into savings and investments and I'm going to pack up my car and drive off into the sunset. For a year and a day I'll wander. The day after I'll find home. -
2 Open Letters
Dear Fey Girl from Vermont ( Read more... ) -
Dear Cute Asian Stripper in Las Vegas
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Dreams
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