it's grey outside, I'm listening to music, drinking heaps to much coffee and just relaxing. I might continue sewing my coat lateron, but I cannot be stressed by anything today, I guess. Perfectly relaxed :)
It's been a while since I've been updating this thing and I don't really know why I'm updating it now. Well, actually I do, but never mind
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I'm upset. I feel lonely and empty, I'm thinking about too much stuff. I don't know what to think, I don't know what to feel. I'm afraid of doing something that's not good or not doing it and that being even worse. Can't just someone be there and tell me the right things to do?
I thought I couldn't go to Scotland, because my dad has salmonellae and it's highly infective and the doctors thought everbody in my family might have it, but I don't, so that means I can go. Wheeeeeeeee! Yaaaaaaaaaaay!!! I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo happy! I just realized today HOW much I wanna go!