She wants a vacation from being a mom? Lololololololol. Who gets to tell her that choices have consequences? Lololololol

The absolute night and day in behavior the second someone walks through the door is absolutely ridiculous. And he will NEVER believe it's him because he only ever sees the one way. Ugh.

Every day it's just clearer and clearer what a colossal mistake she's made with him, to the point it's nearly impossible for me not to lol when it pops up its ugly head and spits in her face. The small minded, bigoted and backwards people he brought with him, too, ... well. Funny, in a comeuppance kind of way, but also sad, because I can already ( Read more... )

Ugh. He have an unpleasant to be around spoiled little brat on our hands and mom and dad, mostly dad, either don't recognize it or don't care. He can act and say anything he wants and at most gets a two minute time out, but most often only gets a chidingly loving reprimand, and then immediately gets exactly what he demanded, plus EXTRAS like tv ( Read more... )

"You're too sensitive." Ah yes, the classic and timeless defense of bullies and abusers everywhere.

Yesterday I lay in bed so sick, with a raging fever, and in agony, and I couldnt stand up and peed and pooped all over myself and my bed and no one came to check on me ever. So now I know it doesnt matter that I wait.

Is there something beyond the simple absence of self esteem? I'm not talking like a negative number here, I'm thinking like a black hole that just ... absorbs it and blocks it from detection. Blanking it from the universe. Yeah. Thats me.

Ugh I wish they would just find their dream house and go so I can get on with it.

I realized today that the reason I havent sought medical help for my broken knee is not because of the money or the time or the distrust of doctors that I keep trotting out as excuses when friends coworkers or family confront me about the obvious need for it but because I simply dont care. I cant imagine actually living long enough for that sort of ( Read more... )

Desperate and screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming for help until my throat bleeds and it never comes and its only in my head and anyway