the last couple days has been making me wanna be a better person . ive changed so much just in the last few months ,like alot . I never had any self esteme i thought i was stupid and never did anything right , but now im like " dude you are so awesome , you are the best person in the world " . i think its good for you to have alot of self esteme , ( Read more... )

i still cant stop crying . im so sorry

for thanksgiving i went to ashtons , it was really good they had alot of people and stuff over , then we went to see elf ... i really like that movie , i guess cause it has muguto from zoolander in it .then they let me stay the night , so i did... then all day today we just sat around and stuff , it was fun.

its 11:30 , sitting here listening to some beautiful music , its raining , my blinds are up , its beautiful.

I love you 4 .

smile.

i dont know

hahaha thats craxy sinply craxy ( Read more... )

i wish it would rain... then i could be even more depressed.

well my room is finally done . it looks really really good , i just put up my new curtains , there black . i like it alot . i think i have one of the coolest rooms ever now , some of you guys need to come over and see it! and stay the night ( Read more... )

HAHAHA guys! i was just kidding about my acoustic songs ... that wasnt me , stephen found it and we couldnt stop laughing at it . hahahahahaha

i cant beleive you guys thought that was good
hahahahahahahaha

hey guys , I recorded some of the songs i have been writing lately on acoustic guitar and put them on mp3.com , let me know what you guys thinnk.

http://artists.mp3s.com/artists/242/asty.html

listen to "juns groove"

please give me some feedback .