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Willow . . . on the way home

Jan 20, 2006 22:44

Angry and sobbing, I head back to the house. How is that I can hate and love seeing Tara at the same time? I saved her life! Can't she understand that I just want things to be the way they were ( Read more... )

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harrishere January 24 2006, 03:06:40 UTC

I needed some fresh air. Now don't get me wrong, I like being around Dawn. It's just sometimes she's so much like Buffy that it hurts to be right there. Makes me think about everything that has happened. Not good thoughts. I prefer to not think about my best friend doing a helter skelter brain freeze.

Walking down the sidewalk I heard a girl sniffling and was about to do the good guy walk some kid home and protect thing when i saw who it was. Willow.

Seeing her looking broken tore at me. She's always been my best friend and I haven't been there much for her lately.

"Care to have some company? Promise I won't steal your Barbie."

I sat beside her and gave a half smile.

"Whatever it is Will, here to help. So help?"

cyberwicca January 24 2006, 22:40:01 UTC

He makes the crack about Barbies and I almost smile. Almost. I feel like everything is falling apart, spinning out of control beyond my reach. I still don't understand how she can be angry with me for defending her, even with magic.

"Tara," I whisper. "A vampire attacked her."

harrishere January 24 2006, 22:43:40 UTC

Damnit. We didn't need this at all.

"Is she okay? Okay, stupid question. Of Course she's not. if she was you and her would be.......umm Will why aren't you with her?"

cyberwicca January 24 2006, 22:45:49 UTC

"She left. I think. Or maybe she told me to leave," I said. My mind is going around in circles and it is hard to think straight. "I used magic to defend her. She got angry with me."

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cyberwicca January 26 2006, 15:07:17 UTC

I don't say anything. I only look at the sky and pray that we will make it through. I used to be so optimistic. Buffy was the cynic, Xander the realist, and I brought up the rear with my cheerful goof factor. Now, I'm the one that is cynical. And bitter, because my best friend in the world decided that insanity was better than reality.

"Come on," I say, trying to be brave. "Let's go have that ice cream." I smile at Xander, hoping that he can't see the truth: that I'm scared to death of what is to come.

harrishere January 26 2006, 15:19:30 UTC

We walked on down the road each lost in our own thoughts. Started thinking about Will and Tara which lead me down the path of how screwed up my love life is. I really blew that one up. I mean, honestly know I did right there. Cause I sure as hell don't want to be my old man. But Anya doesn't do rejection well. Demon magnet is me. Just really thankful I am not a worm or something under the ground. Cause if she could I know she would. No, she'd do something more painful. Stop with the thought process and just well stop it ( ... )

cyberwicca January 28 2006, 01:12:40 UTC

"Oh! Demon slayage sounds fun." I'd much rather work out my stress than watch a movie. Movie night reminds me too much of Buffy and I hate that. I hate that Xander and I can't do anything together anymore without a dramatic pause for Miss Summers.

"Which cemetery do you want to go to?" I like Restfield. As far as cemeteries go, it's not too creepy. The usual vampire but demons tend to avoid it for some strange reason.

harrishere January 28 2006, 03:51:38 UTC

"Restfield? Maybe it'll be fairly quiet there and they have that cool fountain."

It's strange that we have our favorite cemeteries, but concerning most of our teenage years were spent there it's not a huge surprise. I know she likes Restfield the most. There's not that many crypts that have cobwebs. I could point out that's because they get alot of use from the bloodsuckers, not that it matters. They all do.

"So St. Catherine's first for squirtgun water?"

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