I am confused because everything now is so uncertain and I feel like the girls and I are being torn apart. Not due to anyone's wrong doing just pure circumstances beyond any of our control. I love all of them so much and I am going to miss out times together I just hope this whole thing does not change everything, although I feel like it will. I ( Read more... )

I do not like this feeling of uncertainty...we had a really great talk this weekend and got some serious cleaning done....yeah!!! =0 ( Read more... )

Last night was so much fun!!! It was a good time for all, I wish we could have all been together, but I had a blast! I decided my New Year's resolution is to end all the toxic people in my life, I will no longer try and maintain friendships with people who are really not worth my time or who only bring me heart ache. I think this will be a harder ( Read more... )

So I got home today and I had to go on a mission to find my friend...it was interesting...Stacy and I tried to go to a show tonight but the show was supposed to start @ 7 and by 9:30 they were not even letting people in, we decided to leave. Besides there weren't many people there and the people who were there were pretty lame anyway, with a few ( Read more... )

So today I went to Disney with my family and then went to a dinner show thing here in Orlando..it was pretty cool. I a going to be home in 12hours and that is more exciting to me than anything else. I am having withdraws. I love being around my friends and I am really missing them, not to mention, I have not a smoke since Wednesday morning!!! I ( Read more... )

So far so good on the Xmas, I did have to go to Midnight Mass last night which was yeah! I dread that service every year. I have had a really great Xmas so far though, I do miss my friends though. I will be home Sunday so I will be able to spend time with them then.....13 days exactly until my B-day...I am very excited if you didn't notice! I hope ( Read more... )

So last night was cool, yet weird at the same time I keep falling for something I shouldn't why I ask myself and the only conclusion is that I am stupid. I was doing so well with the not being friends with this person...thank you for fucking that one up for me and for making me open healing wounds. I hate this person 90% of the time because it ( Read more... )

So tonight my dad and I went to dinner it was really good, we definitely needed the talk time. I love him and miss him so much!!! I was ok unitl he gave me acard that totally broke me down. He basically said he will always be there for me and knows that things have been really rough on me the past couple of months but that he is proud of me, it ( Read more... )

So tonight not only did I get to hang out with a very attractive friend of mine, but then the girls and I went to visit Chuck E Cheese!!! It was so much fun and we got really cool pics.....random fun is the best, it was totally unplanned!!! I hope to hang out with this friend again soon...maybe when I get back in town...

I am so done with stupid people, really I am. I do not like fake people and I do not like people who blow me off. I have made more than a concerted effort and am absolutely over it. It sucks when you finally realize that some people aren't as cool as you first thought they were. The show tonight was lame because we got there just as Chad's band was ( Read more... )