Mom's out of the hospital. She hasn't left her bed, but she's out of the hospital.  All other concerns seem to have worked themselves out for now. Only other problem, weird bump on the body. No where, where I should really worry about. But it's still there.

So I've got some changes in mind for me. Their big and little. Some might be life ( Read more... )

    So earlier today I was worried about someone calling me, worried about what they thought about me. Then I got out of work and checked my messages. I realized then that there are bigger things in life that I need to be worried about. If this person thinks kindly of me then good, I'll really be happy but right now my mom is the issue.

If ( Read more... )

   So tonight started out like the worst night ever, mom and I argued for a while. Dad agrees that it's th medicine. She was mad at me cause I was leaveing to go to a movie. Funny thing she didn't even stay cause she was mad about something.

Then the movie and the rest of the night wow!! What an amazing time!! I had a blast, and I'm happy. ( Read more... )

I'm trying.

Really I am.

    And now I realize, so much is about to change. In just the four days of my new year a few things have been dropped on my lap. Some are good, some are bad, others I won't know about until later. But I can tell you this, so many things are changing in my life, including me. Then again it's note so much a change, but a freeing. If you can make ( Read more... )

    Ok, I lyed, I really can't get motivated to start this. I just really want someone to talk to and no one really can. There's so much on my mind, and there's so much I'm confused and frustrated with. I have a feeling that the next two months aren't going to be easy for some reason. A few things are in them that might just suck and that's not ( Read more... )

     So there's no real point to write about the accident it was a while ago. I've just been too lazy to write. Happy New Year to all! I hope it's a good one for everybody. There isn't really anything too exciting to talk about today.

It's been a sotra blah night. Nothing too interesting, other than the Rose Bowl rocked untill the last play of ( Read more... )

    I promase that once I get eveything about last night in my head straightened out I will write about it. But for now, I have to say this, it is true that life is very fragile, it can be gone in a second, the smallest things that happen can change everything. Last night was a night that made me realize just how true all of that is.

    It's kind of that pulsing feeling you get in your legs after a hard long race. The feeling that all the nerves surrounding that one point are on fire and breathing with their own heart. But all of it is what you wanted and good.

That sounds way too passionate, but its kind of it. Any who I'm at eights now. And yeah, they actually made an ( Read more... )

    Well, seems tattoos are very controversial. Lol, keep the comments coming, their fun to laugh about.

But most importantly I would like to say Congrates to my, Jenni B. cause she got a part in the PLAY!!! That freaking rocks, and she totally diserves it. (And my spelling errors are bad this entry oh well).

I think I've decided to quit ( Read more... )