Jeez...

[non_curo]

I don't know why I even bother to try.

-_-

Comments

[ice_fingers]

Becauuuuuse you want to make love to me?
...or maybe it's more like you want to one day kick my ass

so what's the matter?

[non_curo]

I was feeling...left out. :/

[ice_fingers]

bah being left out could be a good thing! it just means you don't have to deal with extra drama, extra b/s and more quality alone time. you get more time to think, write, read...and in your case masturbate.
that's all i have to say for that part

then all i wanna say for the sympathetic part is: awwww, well fuck 'em and have a movie night or somtin with a close friend and screw the rest

[non_curo]

It's hard to have a movie night with a close friend when I'm always at work or broke.

Besides, I'm needy. I dislike being left alone, even if it means an opportunity to do all of the things you have listed.

[zelkin_centuron]

cuz you care yet noone knows and quickly you wish you never had...

am i remotely correct?

[non_curo]

close, actually, come to think of it. Quite close.

[drinkmymindaway]

same as me... The Boooozzzz
or maybe the proverbial ones

[non_curo]

That reminds me, I'm out of alcohol.

[shiek_2002]

I don't know anything about what's going on these days. :( What's wrong?

[non_curo]

I feel socially inadequate and also worried of how intelligent people think I am. I've recieved at least two comments in the past week that indicate that people think of me as completely and totally stupid.

As for the social inadequacy, I have decided to remedy that by keeping my thoughts and opinions to myself unless it is completely necessary to voice them. I find I am too open with my words and should be more like a closed box. You know, like everyone else in the world. My private life is none of their business and therefore I don't need to start every sentence with "I feel" as I have done in the beginning of this reply.

That, and I want attention. >.>

[shiek_2002]

Your opinion probably matters, so don't hide it if you don't want to.

And next time you fish for attention, I'm punching you right in the babymaker.

[non_curo]

I might need that. I have a terrible tendancy to unintentionally beg for attention. I just got to keep telling myself that weakness is not sexy, god damn it, no matter how hard I try at it.