I'm scared.
I can't help but be scared.
It's easier to fall on your face than to hold yourself up or rely on someone else to hold you up.

& I hate my parents, I don't want to end up anything like that.

BUT...

I do love this kid.

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TUESDAY NIGHT:
-Watching the Cowboy Beebop Movie
-Chunky Monkey & Double Fudge Brownie Ben & Jerry's.
-Driving home in a minivan & listening to Disney Princess cd's, Norah Jones and Veggie Tales (The Water Buffalo song)
Oh, and Shania Twain.

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I hate being white trash.

But, it's all I am.

And it's all I ever will be.

Hm. I drove Ev's car yesterday. We spent an hour in the parking lot of Target, and then when we were ready to go, he said, "I don't really feel like driving."   and i said, "ARE YOU KIDDING?!!? I'LL CRASH YOUR CAR!"

So, I drove around New Tampa, and he held my hand for moral support, lol. I'm really not a bad driver at all. However, he did have to ( Read more... )

I rocked today like nothing else.
Here are things that made me smile so fucking hard it was fake:

1. I sat in Ev's car this morning & we listened to crazy music & other things & we were both the last people in the parking lot. So, when I was late to 1st period, I wasn't surprised. & when my teacher asked me why I was late, I said I had been out in ( Read more... )

What the fuck is post-hardcore music?

I spent 7 hours at the Hunter's Green park yesterday.  {A PICNIC!}
It went something like this:

We brought an umbrella.

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