How long can someone paste a smile on their face with tears running down their cheeks? How long can one go, pretending they meant to do everything wrong? How long will I go before I say something to someone?..ANYONE? I need to get this out..

I miss it. I don't exactly know what it is, but I miss it. I miss everything. I miss her. Seriously ( Read more... )

Today was..a good day ( Read more... )

I still haven't seen my new schedule yet. Am I supossed to go to school tomorrow? I forget what Mr. Pittman said.

I went today. I went to John's house during second and third. We just...chilled n stuff. He's so fucked up in the head. I like it.

It feels weird being around a dude.

The End.

Well, today was my first day back at school. I stayed in the office the whole day because they're putting me on a half day schedule again.

I hate this.

..A guy asked me for my number today.. ?

Yay. I guess. 20 days felt like 20 years.
I was released today at aproximately 1:15..

I wanted to call and tell everyone, only to realize there is no everyone, there's no one.

I miss my inmates.

They finally called. My warrant was issued and I have until ten pm to go to the juvenile center. My courtdate will be tomorrow afternoon. Chances are, i'll be detained..but if not, i'll call everyone and let them know.. If I don't call ANYONE by 3..Then i'm there..for a long time. If you want to write me, call my mom and get the adress ( Read more... )

So..I'm going back to juvi. It's official. I don't know for how long though, but i'm going tomorrow. My P.O. called and said I had six violations for leaving the house..I haven't left the house. The system is fucked up and I shouldn't have to pay for it's mistakes. A lot of people try to lie their way out of violations, and I doubt they'd believe I ( Read more... )

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:Sigh:
Here it comes, again. Dennis (my ex-step dad0 has been living with us again for awhile now. He used to hit me and all that fun stuff. Today he threatened me. I couldn't breathe. My mom just stood there and watched it all. He fucking spit in my fucking face. I fucking hate guys.

Anyway,
Lynz stayed the night.

..I don't know..
okay
_Ashli

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