I didn't get to sleep last night till a good 4:30. Panic attacks, and a crap load of stuff on my mind is to blame ( Read more... )

You'd think I would have earned credibility by now. You would also think that the words, "you act as if I owe you something," wouldn't hurt me.
Why am I so unlucky...?

Sweet baby, don't cry...
Your tears are only alibis
To prove you still feel --
Cursive.

--I'll be fine. I have music and ciggerates to keep me warm.--

I can't decide if my mood is caused by the weather, or a boy. I'll be upset one day and ok the next, but upset later that night. I am bipolar, but medicine keeps that away. I suppose it isn't caused by the weather ( Read more... )

I haven't done one of these in a long time. It's not really accurate. I guess I was more of the alterna-kid then punk...but it's the same theory right? Stoner though, I didn't understand that one because im not "down with the dope". I was a loner. That one's pretty correct. Prep/jock/cheerleader...not really. I guess I got a long with them alright ( Read more... )

Hey Mercedes...is over. Done... One of my top 5 bands, and currently the band to hold my all time fav. song...(eleven to your seven)...is done. They are having their last show in apr/may in Chicago...
I'm a sad girl.
This may be as bad as Braid for me...

I've never not been able to know what to say. When something happens in my life, I always have an explination for it, or a theory. It's how my mind works. But here lately I can't explain anything. I was happy...For the past six months I felt like nothing could tear me down. I was working...I was living...and I was invincable to any boy that was ( Read more... )

I love Nikki Carnes.
I hate working shitty 3 hour shifs. However tommorow I work from 11-930ish. Which I guess isn't that bad...Two different jobs and one of them is my only day. I complain about working to much, and then I complain about hardly ever working.
I love Nikki, Mexican boys, and Inventory.
Oh and god...

(dot dot dot)

I <3 the moneen. So i've done nothing but work all the time as of recent. Well for about 2 months now. I had today off. Thats drop jaw amazing. And tony came in on sunday(?) or was it saturday. I appreciated that.
But now I need to go to sleep. Work 9-9 tommorow.

Thats all there is to it. Miss Nikki Carnes I love you.... LOVE ( Read more... )

Now you have something to look at...

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