She gets up and pours herself a strong one and stares out at the stars up in the sky.
Another night, it's gonna be a long one, she draws the shade and hangs her head to cry.
She wonders how it ever got this crazy, she thinks about a boy she knew in school.
Did she get tired or did she just get lazy? She's so far gone she feels just like a fool.
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it's over...

f-o-r-e-v-e-r....

i swear on my own life.....

i'm hoping to go away for a while....

today i took a huge step back...agh. i really do make horrible decisions sometimes....

Peace is not merely a distant goal that we seek, but a means by which we arrive at that goal. [Dr. Martin Luther King Jr ( Read more... )

i was on my way to easley today...i made myself go out of the way to avoid the apts beside ingles and look straight ahead as i passed the lowes parking lot....

The knowledge of your helplessness in any circumstances is so perfect that it begets a sense of irresponsibility, almost of security; and as you drowse upon the pallet of the sleeping car, and feel yourself hurled forward through the obscurity, you are almost thankful that you can do nothing, for it is upon this condition only that you can endure ( Read more... )

so i've been listening to a lot of music lately. i thought that maybe miss barbara gehlman could give me some words to describe how i feel...i was wrong. nothing can describe how i feel. how i feel about michelle is completely unique from how i've felt about anyone else. we've been thru so much and we've both hurt each other a lot. but damnit...i ( Read more... )

i was in pville...about in front of atha's, and i hear a loud sound. kinda like something flew thru my window. i wasn't going to pull over, but thankfully i did. i got out of my car; remember, i'm kinda fucked up, and i see this huge grasshopper on my seat. it's about 2 inches long. and i look closer...i see it has bird shit attached to it. i didn' ( Read more... )

i'm still in love w/ michelle. period. i will be for a long time. it's just that we weren't in a healthy relationship. the love is there...but a foundation that a healthy relationship can be built on isn't. maybe one day we can work it out, but maybe one day we'll both realize we've moved on. everyone tells me not to think like that. to just move ( Read more... )