eh. i just got passed up for the general manager position at work for the second time. i think it's time for me to cut my losses, forget the pipe dream of running my own store and say fuck it. go somewhere else... make more money... and have less responsibility ( Read more... )

hours away, and long gone is the burden he couldn't bear ( Read more... )

...it was my crosspoint between my junior and senior year in high school. i had to go to summer school for a physical education class that i failed because i refused to participate in certain barbaric activities. the gym teacher that failed me had just been announced as the new principal of our school. he had also just bought a house from a friend ( Read more... )

so... pat and i are going to hungary. i've never been out of the country before so i'm real stoked about that. also, my buddy botond who is from hungary was telling us all about the prostitution situation over there and how you can pretty much get any kind of girl you want for about one american dollar. we're figuring on going over there and living ( Read more... )

i hate how life is both magic and bad magic all at once. it seems like if you do the right things that the good will just come to you automatically. it never works that way does it?

we watched donnie darko last night. and again tonight. and i must say that no movie has opened my eyes more. mumford is a close second and everyone should see that as well... but, d.d. just fucked up my mind even more so than it already was. and i am always figuring out more and more that everyone is living. but, no one is fucking really ALIVE!!! ( Read more... )

i just figured out that i could be making $53,000 a year for doing the same job i'm doing right now if i just told my boss that i could do it 1000x better than the fucker he's got now. on that note. i've decided to lessen my efforts at work as far as sales go. i'm not going to make someone else an extra $600 weekly by doing my work well. i'll do ( Read more... )

try to guess the quote from my last post...

anyway... i had an extremely shitty night at work this evening and i am trying to divert my attention from the fact that i will be back home in florida for a week starting this sunday.

oh man. i know i am not going to want to come back.
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begin the day with a friendly voice. a companion un-obtrusive. play that song that's so elusive... then, the magic music makes your morning move. up on your way at the open road there is magic at your fingers. and the spirit ever lingers and the man contacts in your head. solitude. invisible airwaves crackle with life. bright antenna bristles with ( Read more... )

ari said his first word today. dada. i was fucking amazed. i am still on a non stop high. i had to lay there and hear him say it over and over again before i could get up and pick him up out of the crib. nothing can top that. nothing can beat this feeling right now...
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