About the whole love thing, I think you do a great job here describing what you are feeling and if you can't tell him I guess this must be a nice release.
I am very jaded right now but I realize not everyone's relationship is like mine so....
If you love him and he treats you well, who cares if you can't say the words. YOu know it and he knows it too... even if he can't bear to hear it outloud.
I do -in my heart of hearts- believe that love is a wonderful thing, when its right probably one of the best things there is... so (another so) keep right on typing away here...
This part worries me a little though...
"he's not getting better with showing devotion to another human being and he probably never will."
He doesn't "show" you devotion?? Or he just doesn't accept it well??
when we're alone, he's all over me. kissing, hugging, touching, he likes to play with my hair, pulling it back and then arranging it to cover my face and it makes him laugh, so it's all good. but when there are people around, he backs off. it's like, he grows smaller when people are around (and maybe that's just my writer's mind playing tricks on me). he doesn't talk as much, he doesn't touch anybody, and he barely laughs. so it's not just me that he has trouble with..it's people in general. my friends ask why i put up with him because he's not at all like anyone i normally hang out with. and on that note, i doubt anyone even realizes that he and i are intimate.
lol, to sum him up in three words: boy has issues.
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I am very jaded right now but I realize not everyone's relationship is like mine so....
If you love him and he treats you well, who cares if you can't say the words. YOu know it and he knows it too... even if he can't bear to hear it outloud.
I do -in my heart of hearts- believe that love is a wonderful thing, when its right probably one of the best things there is... so (another so) keep right on typing away here...
This part worries me a little though...
"he's not getting better with showing devotion to another human being and he probably never will."
He doesn't "show" you devotion?? Or he just doesn't accept it well??
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lol, to sum him up in three words: boy has issues.
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