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steady,now
It's a lovely thing to see our own output sort of take on a persona and develop parallel to our own strife ( Read more... ) -
My brain isn't the same anymore.
I wish to someday understand the masochist within me.
To understand exactly what it is that possesses me to write
like I used to when I was sixteen.
[but in a manner that is much more condensed]
Without merit.Degenerate. Depraved..
Yet, the self-mutilation sets in
and here I am
wasting my effort
in typing
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I recieved my first tattoo removal treatment yesterday ( Read more... ) -
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I can’t pull a single momentous thought out of my head ( Read more... ) -
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I can feel it.
Hello, Ulcer. -
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Cut the ol' fringe ( Read more... ) -
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I am extremely angry, but I suppose I have no right. One day I will train myself to stay away from any natural responses/urges.
Ah yes, that day will be glorious. Glorious.
So, I'm letting go for now. There's this amazing thing about time that numbs you and at this point, it's all I can rely on.
Suh-weet! -
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I’ve always developed at my own pace, [a pace which includes countless acts of backtracking and moments of a complete stop], but nothing has been more tedious than this fucking transition into maturity. Up until last year, I had always considered myself far more developed [mentally] than most girls my age. That assumption was not conceived from any ( Read more... ) -
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I have not witnessed such a pleasant day in my entire nineteen years of life. There is not one cloud to lessen the severity of the sun, and in addition to that there is a consistent flow of Santa Ana winds that do not carry the least bit of moisture. Such appropriate weather to compliment the confirmation to my extensive list of insecurities ( Read more... ) -
In an attempt to calm myself
Being taken for granted for so long is really getting to me ( Read more... )