now i know that i haven't really kept this thing up to date, but perhaps i'll start again. a few spaces from where i left off. i came back home happy and peacful, yet now i am back to being bitter, resentful,depressed, and mean. for no reason i find myself being horribly and grotesquely mean to everyone. like the other day at work(now shoprite), i ( Read more... )

Hey Lo boys and girls, not that anyone is reading this but i guess i lost track of this thing for a while. I've been back home a while now and it seems like a few thing have changed. Here are events ( Read more... )

hi
well look how will be home on saturday. yes that's right me. i've had enough of this euro bullshit. everybody be ready to see me. and to jon and heather: i will be in massachusettes sooon. be ready for me. i really need a place to stay. explanations later. first i'm flying.
later
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hugs

so it seems being away has heightened my popularity. people have been asking my mother and even on here: when is natalie coming home?! well boys and tadpoles i'm not quite sure. it may be soon if i can't find a job, but if i find a job i am satying until november. i want to go to thailand. this neat brittish boy has been there (he likes the pixies ( Read more... )

i watched the male pigeon try to catch the attention of the female. i realised that the way the plummage on his neck burst as the female ignored him was very much like that of human traits. if a male chases after a girl she ignores him. he's too easy to get. the same principal works the other way around. i ponder this and think that maybe i won't ( Read more... )

Today my friends, i am going to blow you all away. i am going to attempt to actaully write a long entry about my life. i used to sit and stare at heather and sharons's tediously long entries and wonder "could i captivate an audience for over half a computer screen of text?" how is this done i puzzled, without leading the reader into boredom and ( Read more... )

no time for subejects, moods, songs, and such. i dissappeared. i fell in love. i am content.

So it looks like my irish fetish has finally payed off. i hooked up with this irish guy who gets his own flat on saturday and he said i could stay there as long as make him cheese and mushroom omletes. good deal huh? i have also found a job to have for a little while in amsterdam (a black job, meaning payed under the table) by making appointments ( Read more... )

ok, just beacsue i am in another country, it doesn't mean i should be left in the dark ( Read more... )

hey kids, it's me.

damn these german keyboards are weird. the z and the y are in the wrong place. check this out.