I am alive. amsterdam in beautiful, (i never spell that right) i am in a cyber cafe, neat huh?!

Last night the moon was large ( Read more... )

i'm thinking of something to write about. i lack the motivation, nothing has happened. i've been hanging out with de-bore-ah and dian-na-na-na lately. they're fun, like a daily release from the thoughts that ravage my brain. i'm getting a tatto on friday with debbi. it's going to be a spider that may later have the word practice integrated into it ( Read more... )

so here i am on another friday night at home. there were prior engagements made and i sit in front of this screen typing my anger and frustration out. jon and i had plans tonight, yet there was no effort to contact me except for prior to this evening when i was busy doing something else so the page was not returned. i am fairly upset. even if he ( Read more... )

last night was a strange occurance, whenever i'm with jon entwistle i always cash and promplty spend my whole pay check...mostly on him. he was wearing his cute army colored ufo's and a brown grandpa sweater with ribbing and he was moping allll night. he'd sit cross legged on the bed smoking with his head down, his long hair covering his eyes. i ( Read more... )

OK so this is more of a story than a journal entry about jow i'm feeling. the strangest thing happened at work. an overweight, dirty, kind-of-guy came through my line. whatever, i get a lot of those. but what i don't get a lot of are men who go on and on about the savings he's getting. he's only buying seltezer water (which always seems like a good ( Read more... )

time seems to stand still in grocery stores. you may have just rung up 15 20 item orders but you look at the clock and maybe only 3 minutes have gone by. it's an amazingly slow boring job. i think though that everyone should have a job like this, perhaps a gas station, or fast food, definitely retail. just so everyone can understand certain jokes ( Read more... )

i am so angry right now. inside of me is a ball of really hot peppers and fire which give me indigestion of hate. i want to sream and break something like the ketchup bottle at fridays. i want to rip the cheesy things they have plastered their walls with. there is no escaping the theme resturant and another night is ruined. i hate everything and i' ( Read more... )

"You are such a pig when you're drunk, and you're always drunk!" -- girl from lifetime movie. i've been watching lifetime a lot recently for some unbeknownst reason i get sucked into their tv movie like dramas with titles like "it was him or us". i think i may have figured out the correlation between lifetime movies and unsolved mysteries (which ( Read more... )

first things first, do not expect this to have great creative language in it. it's just a place for me to bitch and make commentary and have people read it. i can't be serious. Number one item of today: daylight savings time sucks. i am sick and woke up way early, but it only feels early because of daylight savings, we onlt do this crazy saving ( Read more... )