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[noodlez]

Last night I couldn't sleep, so I watched a film... then I fell asleep during the film. I woke up an hour later and couldn't get back to sleep... so I watched a film. Two films. Then breakfast. Then TV. And that is my sleepless night up to this point of my life

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[monkey_kate]

Are things no better than? I'm so sorry :(

When I had sleepless night I had nytol- it did help for a bit, and the best thing I ever took was ACTIFED. It's when you have cold/ flu but it really knocks you out.

As for the truth/hope argument.. I suppose it depends on the person. In situations like this, I think you know it's false hope but you still want to hear it.. because if someone else believes it, it gives you a reason to keep on going. But then it is very hard to lie and keep a brave face when everything is falling down around you- it's up to you to do what you can cope with best.

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[noodlez]

Not really :/ She's on a constant chemotherapy pump.. she carries it around in a little bum bag. She's so hip.

I really don't know what to say to her, so I just.. don't.