Terrible Feelings.

[noon30]

Today, I was waiting for the train at North and Clybourn, at the end of the platform so I could get into the last car. I was standing pretty close to the tracks, and I saw the headlights of the train coming around the curve to pull into the station. Then, I felt such a strong urge to jump in front of the train. Clearly, I didn't. I actually walked

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[tenenbomb]

I get those thoughts, too. Ever feel a strong urge to drive through a red light? Or just hit the gas when you know you should be braking? Maybe it's curiosity more than anything.

[noon30]

I have run a couple reds on purpose and occasionally I'll speed up going into a turn, which in my Jeep is scary (hello roll over accident). Then thinking about it, it still scares me. But today was the worst. I could see myself doing it. I don't know. It's weird.