I'm Lonely Again Tonight

[noonaofdarkness]

Title: I’m Lonely Again Tonight
Pairing: Suho/Chen
Genre: Angst, Slice of Life(ish), slight Romance
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 9,400
Warnings: slight mentions of homophobia.
Summary: Jongdae wonders when the ring on his finger began to feel so heavy.

Notes: Originally posted in sncj-santa which you can read here. Huge thank you to my beta noonabate. Title taken from

Comments

[carpesoo]

spot.

[carpesoo]

this was like....... such a good fic, idk why were so against me reading this!

i honestly love the way you write, and the stories you tell with your words. so....... this kinda hit me.. perhaps in a diff way that it does for most people.. i think moreso because i can kinda relate to junmyeon a bit.. not with the whole hiding the relationship part (i havent experienced that) but more the lack of communication and jongdae running away.... sigh. i mean, he had legit reasons.. being introduced as a roommate, ouch. ....... but still. eep.

it was a good amount of angst, nothing too hardcore, but still evoking feels. and ofc i am so very glad about the happy ending. //weeps at the suchen.

oh! and baekhyun was a gem in this fic, hehe. (as are you <33)

[noonaofdarkness]

nooooo, you weren't supposed to reaaadddd. (but thank you for doing so.)

joonmyun isn't a bad guy, he's busy. he knows somethings up, but he can't do much if jongdae won't tell him how he's feeling, you know? i feel bad for both of them. BUT IT'S A HAPPY ENDING. THEY WILL BE HAPPY.

baekhyun is consistently a little shit. it's his forte.

thank you for reading, bb. ily.

[evilnesquik]

What I like about this fic is that the plot is so simple and could really happen, but at the same time you managed to make it interesting! Such a nice fic!~

[noonaofdarkness]

it's very slice-of-life-y, but these things do happen in relationships. I'm happy you still found it interesting ^^

thank you for reading!

[noonaofdarkness]

jongdae is lonely, but he's still very much in love. they both are, but life happens. i think they both screwed up a lot, but jongdae blowing up turned out to be what they needed.

yesssss, i think there's a lot of potential to explore the baekyeol relationship, but I also like it as it is, you know? who knows though, maybe someday.

thank you for reading and commenting, as always!

[e2x2o]

I...wow... Where do I start? This is such a beautiful fic and if was such a joy to read (my heart still hurts but it's okay, I welcome suchen pain with open arms

[noonaofdarkness]

thank you for reading (and for tracking me down on twitter, haha)!

This fic is way more angsty than I usually write, but i'm really relieved to know that the everyday-ness of it all registered with you. I didn't want any unnecessary drama or pain, just some bumps in the road that kind of force them back together again. ya know?

your comment is super cute and thank you for taking the time to leave it. It made me happy.

[noonaofdarkness]

the good kind of ache is good. :)

thank you for reading!