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noonaofdarkness

When I'm With You (I Have Fun)

Sep 27, 2016 14:30

Title: When I'm with You (I Have Fun)
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Baekhyun/Chanyeol
Length: 58k
Genre: Romance, Slice of Life
Warning: Heavy social drinking, brief mentions of hazing, mentions of homophobia.
Summary: After a decade away, Baekhyun returns to his hometown to work in his family's kimbap shop. In walks Park Chanyeol, a familiar face from ( Read more... )

pairing: baekyeol, !fanfic

Comments 3

Hello! I'm sorry this is extra and long and late :( sebyun November 3 2016, 22:27:02 UTC

If i had to describe how this story made me feel i would say it was like a warm hug and somehow i feel reassured that everything in life will be okay while i feel a sense of calmness and satisfaction. It's kind of really hard how to explain how much this fic means to me which is why i'm really nervous right now ( ... )

RE: Hello! I'm sorry this is extra and long and late :( sebyun November 3 2016, 22:27:19 UTC

okay now i want to talk a little bit about baekhyun, thank you so so much for creating him! he and i share lots of worries and doubts it seems, we're also both closeted gay graphic designers looking for work and learning how to drive lmao. i think many people in their twenties could feel understood while reading this fic, i sure did, the part about him being scared and feeling stuck, but also being unable to send work applications despite desperately wanting a job - that's something that happened to me more than once. and then trying to live up to your parent's expectations your whole life, but never feeling like you're doing enough, having even your dreams affected by them and never being sure if you're doing something because you want it or because they told you you want it, and finally those horrible moments when you can see yourself becoming like them. all those things that baekhyun goes through, things that aren't just love problems but also personal issues like struggles with self confidence and searching for your own self make ( ... )

RE: Hello! I'm sorry this is extra and long and late :( sebyun November 3 2016, 22:27:24 UTC

in the end i would like to apologize for taking so much time to write a comment, i know how much feedback means to you and how important this story is, i felt guilty every time i was unable to make time to sit down and gather my thoughts. i promise i will get better at this and i will try to work at being a respectful reader as hard as you did on this story.
thank you SO MUCH for taking the time to write this and share with all your readers, it means the world to me that you did it, i was able to observe the process of your writing thanks to twitter and i know it wasn't easy for you, so i'm really happy that the final effect is so beautiful. i wish you all the best in life and in your writing career and if you go through any of the problems baekhyun did, i hope - just as him - you will find inner peace and happiness! thank you again <3