Christmas is so boring now that I'm older. I kinda hate it now, it's just another stupid day, much like any other day. I suppose I don't hate it, it's just not anything special. Well I finally get a day off tomorrow. Christmas day is my only day off haha wowee eh? Oh well I like work at most times. I don't even know why I'm writting this. I started ( Read more... )

Hmmmm, I'm so glad I bought the Nevea Tears cd, it's amazing. I'm such a sucker for keyboards and synth. Especially if it's in something different like a hardcore band. It adds so much texture to the music though. All hail Horse The Band haha nintendocore to the max. Well yes, I'm supposed to go out to lunch with April today, but she hasn't called ( Read more... )

Well it's semi tonight and I'm not there, that makes me happy cause I hate those types of things. I didn't even go to prom last year. What makes me sad is a really cool girl said I should have gone to semi with her. Too bad, but now she wants me to go to prom with her haha. It's far away, but I'll see what I can do. Hopefully we get to know each ( Read more... )

I can't help my feelings. I still like Michelle so much. I think I'm moving on (not like I want to move on but......) and then all of a sudden something will happen and I just start to cry, I can't help it. It just happened a minute ago..........I have no idea what to do, why must she be so amazing? Bah, I'm retarded but can't help my feelings. I ( Read more... )

Well I noticed that all of my entries are super long so I'm trying to keep it short from now on. Today I worked, that sucked, too much to do and not enough time.........oh well, I can make it all better tomorrow when I work. Calculus makes me angry, I understand everything I just suck on the tests. Like 60's just don't cut it, especially in my only ( Read more... )

My title makes no sense to me, it was just the lyrics I heard when I started this so I put them down......It's from a song by Cex called Brer Ryjan. I love Cex, Nikki got to see him once, and I'm jealous. I'm so bored right now and I figured I hadn't written in here in a while so hey why not. I talked to Michelle today, that was good, it always ( Read more... )

Well I finally got my new computer but no new speakers yet. This was pretty much what I was looking forward to most so now I'm kinda sad, no music on my computer at all until the speakers come. So I saw Paulson on Thursday and they were amazing. They totally blew me away and I fell in love with them. So I decided that on Saturday I'd try to go to ( Read more... )

Well last night was the Mewithoutyou concert and it was amazing, they were so good live. Even with all the equipment trouble, the lead singer knew what to do haha stand up comedy. He was awesome, I think I'm in love with him, in a non-gay way. He danced around while they were playing and was just one of the most energetic, genuinely nice, comical ( Read more... )

So last night I fucking wrote the sketchiest, longest journal ever. In it I mentioned my lip ring balls and how they like to fall off. Well last night I was washing my face and guess what happened? Yep you guessed it, I fucking knocked the ball off my ring and in went down the fucking drain in the sink. I think I need to put metal rings back in my ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmmmm......good weekend, went to Cambridge and visited a girl I met on myspace named Jen, she was really cool and fun to hang out with. Got home at like 5:30 in the morning......Hopefully we'll see each other again sometime soon. Didn't really do too much else this weekend except work. Oh no wait, went to McDonalds and put pylons in the drive- ( Read more... )