Comments | noonooblue: Is this me prending to be the genuine young me-OR really it's all just me and I don't know it!!

noonooblue

Is this me prending to be the genuine young me-OR really it's all just me and I don't know it!!

Mar 16, 2005 13:50

I question what makes this year different to last. I seem to be engaging in the same activities, I dunno. I was sitting in the park yesterday remembering someone. I sat in the same place ( Read more... )

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ambitious_fool March 16 2005, 15:59:13 UTC

*chills.*

noonooblue March 16 2005, 19:25:13 UTC

I was talking to my teacher today. I explained that I have a high tolerance for people who yell. I explained that when I cry about my artwork, it's really an invite to have someone question and ignite me.. to which he slyly grinned and said "You need an art dom. I'll yell at you, if you're into that kinda shit" I went bright red, politely declined his offer and mumbled how I'm searching for my inner strength, dominance,.... person with a whip or whatever. PERVERT!!!

ambitious_fool March 17 2005, 04:53:01 UTC

the scenarios unfolding in your life so closely mimic my own that i sometimes begin to wonder if it is entirely coincidental.

noonooblue March 17 2005, 05:53:52 UTC

Haha...it's the web of life, we are all connected blah blah blah blah blah... Anyhow, I'm glad to know that someone is having a similar experience with their life. I've been feeling like I'm hoarding all the stupid nuances.

t mark40e March 16 2005, 19:56:28 UTC

that instructor is so out of line. that's pretty sick!

wow.

but nice rant. as you know i live young
but think and contemplate old. it's a good balance.

M

noonooblue March 16 2005, 20:18:20 UTC

hah. good to know.

o mark40e March 16 2005, 20:30:12 UTC

oui oui.

M

ambitious_fool March 23 2005, 12:07:03 UTC

who IS THE MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN?

noonooblue March 27 2005, 16:43:39 UTC

.....Cassie.

What's going on with you?

Well. beingnaked March 23 2005, 14:09:29 UTC

This first rant its about me, because blah you dont have aol anymore...Im cook now, I moved out. Im in vancouver, trying to stay sane. I work at a polynesian resteraunt, and yes I hate pinapples. I need to go back to school, I need to play music, I need to write, I just need to be normal. I write poetry to stay human, I cook to pay the bills, I eat to stop the hunger and barely sleep to stay awake. Sometimes it is easier to be half asleep. I miss doing nothing and thinking of everything. I miss playing for hours to pass the time of doing nothing. Ill work to stay alive but I wont be alive while I work. Ill show only those who matter who I am, and Yes you matter ( ... )

Re: Well. noonooblue March 27 2005, 17:00:24 UTC

Hey there. I'm k . I'm just going through my many 'phases'. I'm preparing for a few shows. I'm entering the world of art. But the strange thing is that I actually hate it... I've started getting interested in music. I want to make music. I will make music. I do a few jobs. I'm a portrait model, papermaking labtech(I clean mold and scum) and I assist a saturday art class for 3rd graders.... I'm currently dating a writer, his name's seth ( ... )

Re: Well. beingnaked March 28 2005, 20:19:29 UTC

I hate cooking as well, but it does pay and I am half good at it. Heh. Thats cool you met layne...the lanyappe? Weird...I hope your jobs treat you well, as does your bf, and everyone else;p If you ever get discouraged just remember how much school youve been through, I would give up my jobs just to be able to do it but I cant yet :/

Re: Well. noonooblue March 31 2005, 17:58:20 UTC

The school thing gets hard at times. i can't focus. I think I'm delving more and more into spirituality to try and solidify everything I'm learning- give it some purposeful context.