soar throat, headache, bad cough, flem, slight feeling of emptiness in my stomache just enough to annoy me. what the fuck is it i dont know ive had the cough for a while and then i had the soar throat for the past couple days the headache and stomache is just todays feeling. what am i going to do today. i dont want to stay home but i dont want to ( Read more... )

i hate coming home at night ( Read more... )

i dont know what to write i just dont know what to do with myself
im in an upbeat mood i need some up beat music for my ears
leave some comments and tell me some bands and songs that are upbeat so when im in a mood like this i can listen to them thank you and have a nice day

my little brother is over here and we went to the beach today. it wasnt that fun.wow man im bored. i hate dr. phil. pete and pete is cool shit. im going to buy clarissa explains it all and are you afraid of the dark. i wan to start working so i have cash. i used to never want cash but now i do. i want to fall in love. hahahaha. i just thought of ( Read more... )

i guess i could blame myself but i will think of it as if ti werent the way i know it is. i hope its not. my little brother came over yeah im happy. i got back from my dads on monday after he wouldnt let me go home im taking drivers ed soon andim starting work alot going on oh well bye

hey i was in my room alone and decided to write some songs well none of my songs i write are ever full songs i make parts of them and then i add more at a later date. well i did write some songs like i said so here you go ( Read more... )

i dont want to be alone anymore im not going to kill myself but im so sick of being alone its seriously starting to piss me off i sit here all day by myself and then i go hang out wiht friends but all day i still feel alone its never going to end i kind of hoping 60 comes faster. alright thats it thats all i had t say bye.

im not going to kill myself. i never will well not until im 60. i have things to do people to live for. i have a little brother that looks up to me and two little sissters that although they dont look up to me im sure it would be just as devastating. and i have a family that cares and i have friends that care. although we may fight and shit i know ( Read more... )

hey i know you guys are going to call me an idiot for this but right now im seriously considering suicide. this is all just so pointless. im never going to amount to anything i think and have been told a countles amount of times. im a bum im about to get kicked out of my house. i have no job an my friends are starting to hate me and i have no one. ( Read more... )

hey. today is my birthday. woo hoo. boring. im watching my sister.and im bored out of my mind just gt the internet back fromthe people who are working on the lines so that pleased me a little but im waiting for someone to come online but they wont but its okay they have better reason to be off then to be on. and i dont control people. im o-so-bored ( Read more... )