I FORGOT ABOUT THIS AMAZING MOVIE


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Every hour
unspoken
I win

ha!

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Today is Thursday,

yesterday, I did cure my heart but not completely,
I laughed at buddies in bad times
and came home to matt

i wrote lots of resolutions and fears in a Xspace postcard
and on the way to bed i let the ink run under the rain

then this morning, on break from drama class
i snuck away to some hidden stone stairs, under a warm october sun
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It is Wednesday

Today, in class, the last scab of my tattoo fell off. Indian ink black. My skin rejected a lot of the ink. I believe this is normal. But I can't see, nor do i want to.
The tattoo turned out to be a small masochism of pain in my efforts to make amends with those unknown, unexistencial, the never forming.

Today is Wednesday

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Cyclical time
keeps biting at my ass
and pant legs
and leaving fang marks on the skin
torn layers of flesh and clothes

Every weekend
And i still love
like a love fool
for the very first time

A mention that maybe relationships are a karmaic system
and if this is true
i should just take the pain and the hurt
as what was coming my way
from all the things i've done ( Read more... )

as it so happens
when i am flurried and ruffling my feathers,
after heartbreak and healing and confusion and apathy resulting from too much emtion
i will write my entries in ecrypted language
so even when people read them
they will not know what they are about

or maybe they will...i wont know until i am told

and maybe when i read them, in years to come,
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Was it possible you were hurting more than me?

I am i n Banff
a small turist town of mediocrity, drinking, boredom and beautiful paramount mountain views 
little baby wild goats
horns amongst forest rubble

wolves and coyotes

I am in Banff, with the calcium water
and I live on Squirrel St.

I am in Banff and yesterday, after a drunken purging of family affairs sandwiched between non-chalant ( Read more... )

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