ive told you before

[nopegalamama]

i have this terrible aching, anxious, indescribable feeling in my stomach. once again, i am wasting my life being a bitch or isolating myself for fear of being a bitch. but im not allowed independence anyway, so even if i wanted to have a life worth remembering i couldn't. i guess if life is for making good memories and having a good time, i don

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you+me=the same person

[lo_and_cho]

I totally understand how you feel kelsey! The exact same thoughts have been running through my head the past two weeks, and the way ive come to think about it is this: you shouldnt be so concerned with being fully committed or letting all your inhibitions go because thats the beauty of life... you dont have to be so worried about where everything is going, just enjoy the way there.

Re: you+me=the same person

[lo_and_cho]

bitch please.
anxiety is a burden
that we both suffer from.
i that feeling that we are wasting our lives, but come to think of it...most of the time we are. i wont break down the feeling of anxiety in the beautiful manner that lana exemplified...but i will tell you this
you are not alone i get the same shiat all the time.and it sucks. you just have to do somethingelse. or take anxiety meds.

im preeetty sure that post didnt help, but its worth a try.
peace out home slice
-lauren