im just discarding myself...again

[nopegalamama]

i was just at the bball game (it was cool, courtney like won the game) and i was sitting with people but i wasn't. it seemed like i was 1/2 there because im so not myself when im uncomfortable. i just make really snide cruel comments i regret later. whatever, i think i have social anxiety but im quick to diagnose

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SLAP TO YOUR FACE

[heartsrunfree]

shush your face with that last paragraph.
you are likable, whether you see it or not.
i do not pity you, the thought never crossed my mind.
instead i rejoice in your existence because you are marvelous.
and i know that i only see the part of you that you allow me to see, but i like to think i can picture what the rest of you is like. and i love you for your faults.
YOUR PHONE KEEPS RINGING IN MY BACKPACK AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO TURN IT OFFFFFF.
<3 im not pretending that i know what you are taking about, because i probably dont. but i just want you to know that i appreciate you and that any decent human being has things they hate about themselves.

Re: SLAP TO YOUR FACE

[heartsrunfree]

thank you much that made me feel better.
kelsey

Re: SLAP TO YOUR FACE

[heartsrunfree]

you may not take my word for it but
whatever you are god damnit
people dont pity you they hang out with you because they want to.i hope that someday ...soon...you will figure that out.
i suppose you just need more self-assurance and to 'believe in yourself'
i dont mean to sound corny,just trying to help.

im anxiously awaiting for you to 'shake it like a black gurl'
anyday now.

IM OUT DOG
-laurenelizabethscheck

[h2opolodude]

hi, i guess you go to my school but i have no idea who you are but i clicked on your journal cuz i liked the name, and i just felt like saying that reading back a few entries you said so many things that i identified with, a lot. hmm...i donno. well i'm gonna try to not to care whether or not this weird or not or whatever. but oh well i'm just gonna add you.